Hey, WC/BL,This is an honest man. He might be a regular liar and thief, but he is honest in a way that might be eluding you. He knows what he is, and understands why bad things happen to him. He might be a really bad guy - so bad that you would never want him near you or yours. But he lives in his actual life and is not surprised when bad things befall him.I am a fan of your blog and am hopeful that things will start working better for you in life. I am writing this to you because I see this guy as an almost ideal counterpoint to your narrative of a fall that was unforeseen and your struggle to understand it.Every best wish to you.
Anon @ 3:23--Thank you for your wonderful comment, your point is well-taken; but as I've said many times on this blawg--folks get attention, here, because I RELATE to THEM . . . as "bad" as they are. You are right, that the narrative on Bad Lawyer corresponds with a "coming to," a conscious embrace of what was not entirely unseen by me--but an effort at a honest, eyew wide open journey from this place to where ever it takes me. You are right about this character--that's why he made it on Bad Lawyer, Mother Theresa would have been right to have ordered up a hit on the Bad Lawyer!And thank you for your wishes! I take all prayers and good wishes with gratitude.BL